~pain~

hwaaaaa...

the unrecovered wound that

keeps on bleeding...

yupt, i'm the bad one..

i'm the one that at fault...

i'm the only one that heartless..

i don't wish everybody to understand..

its enough if there's you..

guess i'm wrong~

thank you n sorry for everything...

for making you wasting your time knowing me...

please be happy~

~ Recover ~

sometimes I really don't believe

that i've lost you

and just take everything the way they were before..

but I deeply think and remember

and come back to the reality..

I know I'm not ok...

the people here just don't give me a chance

to let me recover

I just need my time

I wish you are still with me

and pat me on my head

like always when I'm in misery

I'm so down

GOD..please make me stronger

~the only thing that can i do~

flashing back all the memories

so that they cherish in hearts...

reminding all the precious moments

and my eyes sparkles with tears...

wish i could have all the moment again..

i do really mish u damn much!

would you come back

or

should i get to you..

if only i can bring my heart out n show you

~ try ~

everytime the people call me

and ask me how i've been doing

i try to sound ok so that they

would not worry bout my

little heart..

how should i say it

when i miss the person that would never come back to me...

~damn...down~

why did suddenly i feel so down..

something is burdening me without me realizing it

i hate this feeling..

please go away n leave me alone..

come back at other time...

not when i'm really in misery..

not when i'm in my weakest state..

n definitely not now..

let me pull myself together again..

in peace...

~ lost ~

12/11/2011

i lost a heart that can never be replace

forever..

leaving me with three hearts that i'll

treasure for eternity...

I LOVE YOU

hye shume..

25 till 26 oct arituh

cicilah gie langkawi..

ikowt trip DPP

yg trut serte

:.: Sue :.:

:.: Mummy :.:

mira nak ikowt ugak..tp x dpt permission..

saidah n sumai mmg xmo gie..

rugi la kowank~

1ST DAY

kami bertolak kul 8 pg..

n sampai kt jeti k.perlis..

naek kt ctu..

nie sume gmba kt jeti la nie..

tgok2..tu jari kteowg..plus jari leya~

from left : sue,daya,cicilah n mummy

with tira~~ roomate kami..

ghehehehe

~cicilah~

~sue~

~mummy~

~cici n mummy~

~bru abes lawat kdai gamat~

bwah nie kteowg gi island hopping

:.: Dayang Bunting Marbles :.:

:.: x engt r...hehe :.:

:.: Pulau Beras Basah :.:

nie time bwu nk naek bot..

bot kami name Ilham 1..

ahli bot kami..another 3 cicilah,hafiz n ji'a

ahli2 trip~

suke gmba nie~~ ^_^

nie kat tasik dayang bunting..

siyez suke tmpat nie.

lawaaaaaaa!!!

nie kt second destination tuh..

bg brung helang mam2..

nie kat plau beras basah tuh..

tmpat nie lawaaaaa ugak..

tp pantai die kene atie2 cket..

ade bnyakkkk landak laut..

bise2~

mummy,sue with ezri a.k.a prince

2ND DAY

pagi hari di otel..

tggu bas~

nie kat cable car punye tmpat..

naek da~~~

kat sky bridge

angin kuat giler!

tgok..slamber jepp kteowg lepak tas tuh..

;p

tu la last destination kami..

coz nk kne airport lak.

tkwt kul5 petang..

huhu..tata langkawi..

already miss u!